Sunday, December 14, 2008

December Blues

Thanksgiving was uneventful for me.Was supose to go to Mahoney State park for a Thanksgiving dinner but I got blown off by a "friend".JuSt ended up staying home and making a Turkey pot pie.I could of went to my moms but I wasn't in the mood to be hanging around people after I got blownoff.

The X has finally moved out and got her apartment. She seems happy to have her own place now. Her work schedule is always changing so I end up seeing her quite a bit picking up the kids to watch while shes workin. She spends time with Cadyn in the mornings and I usually have him at nights. Seems to work for the most part for now.

December and xmas is always a bad time of year for me personally. I try to keep up the face of a happy camper for the kids but my x had made decisions in her life that affected me pretty horribley this time of year. Sucks but is life I guess.

Life is getting pretty tough lately. I havn't had internet or cable for a few months now cause Im keeping up with the things that are important for the kids and I to survive. It sucks but you have to do what you gotta do. Its freezing out side and yesterday it was close to 60. I hate the cold weather.. I have code class for the next 3 nights for continuing education for my electrical liscense..I enjoy learning new things about my job but this class comes at a goofy time for sure. Im done for now. Later.